down under wonder

have you seen a croc chomps on shark?
we do learn something new everyday, innit?

The winner ... the crocodile enjoys a shark dinner

read more at news.com.au

good morning universe

ripped from rob ryan

i woke up still feeling utterly uncomfy.

my cramp, my lack of sleep, and my state of mind.

blame it on the hormones? i don't know.

it seems regardless of what time i tuck in, i wake up to the construction site next to my building by 930am latest, or my idiotic maid washing my bathroom/ vacuuming the house.

x

i guess i got a tad too happy too soon. the weight gain is not real. i'm merely bloated from the damn monthly suffering.

such disappointment. for a moment, i thought my breasts grew bigger overnight.

x

lately there are some major changes in my life.

• i up and left my job and went into M.I.A mode after almost collapsing during one of the working weekend and realization from a handful of false expectations. hello L, if you're reading this. please don't disturb my rest, aye? i will resurface when i do feel better.
  

• i'm going almost bankrupt soon, it is not funny. sudden attack for insurance payment can kill when you have no fixed income.

• i have breasts now

• my bipolar disorder creeps me on my back once in awhile.

• something new, something big, something fantastic is coming our way. anticipation kills the kitty, innit? wait and you shall receive. and we wonder what that is...
  

• i've successfully gained 9kgs.

• 368km separation anxiety has taught me how to appreciate every single moment of my life. i just have to see that it's wrapped in beauty and hidden away in between the seconds of my life. If i don't stop for a minute, i might miss it.

most of us are afraid of changes. trust me, i still piss in my pants once in awhile. more than often, i wake up asking myself "what the fuck are you doing?".

and that's the multi-million dollar question i asked myself an hour ago. what a brilliant way to start my day.

over ambitious, innit?

Bella
Pattern #6011 from Burda Style open source sewing
more picturesHERE

suffering from the mutha of all cramp, many hours were wasted curled up in a fetal position on my bed doing absolutely f-all.

perhaps, sewing could help?

what was meant to be a short sewing session to take my mind off the pain went out of hand into a full blown sweat shop no thanks to my OCD.

almost 70% done by now. wicked.

it felt like minutes ago when the clock was showing late 1am. but heck, freaking out now as i listen to the prayer blaring out loud from the speakers of a mosque which sounds too near for its actual distance. soon, it will be 6am. and soon, the sun will rise.

it is then, i feel glad with my decision to go with the total black out curtain.

good night, universe:)

new pants to wear tmr! yay!

To my dearest Addie,

On your birthday, I celebrate you.

On your special day, I’m thinking of all the wonderful things you are that bring so much joy to others, including me.

I celebrate your unconquerable spirit, that lets you meet every challenge with confidence, enthusiasm and persistence.

I admire your sensitivity.
You see needs that cry out to be met that no one else sees, and you meet them
out of your deep and caring heart,
out of your wisdom,
out of your strength.

I treasure your uniqueness;
There is no one else like you, and I feel blessed to know such an extraordinary person.

I appreciate you, respect you, cherish you, look up to you.

Happy, happy birthday!
May each new birthday be the best one ever for you;
You deserve it....

the remake of the axe clan lady bosses

Babe, pardon me for the public display affection. I knew I'd be so busy over the weekend, hence the early phone call which ruined your close to perfect tamago-whatsoever as you ran to the phone. Damage was done for nothing as it went into voicemail.... wooo wooo woo~ T_T

i guess the best present i can give you this year will be my additional 9kgs since you last got too worried for me. please kindly refer to picture on the post below for your birthday present :) hee.

i love you hun.